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Friday, November 11, 2011

那些年,我们一起追的女孩


九把刀,笔名很古怪,一个长得很普通的男生,却有着惊人的才华。就像他说的,“我想成为一个很厉害的人,让这个世界因为我而有一点点的改变”,这让人听了很儿戏的话,如今他却做到了。。。仅仅让文字而改变了这个世界,从小说到电影,都让人很震撼。。。。

“那些年,我们一起追的女孩”,不只叙说了九把刀的青春,也让人回想起以前那青涩的初恋。。

“與青春訣別的關鍵時刻,最容易創作出關於青春最棒的作品。

我的青春很快樂很瘋狂,卻也有很多遺憾,這些遺憾是青春美好的副作用,帶著我回到十七歲那年的青春盛夏,看看我們這一群臭小鬼,當年是如何擠破頭追求那可愛的女孩,沈佳宜。

大家都說我很幼稚,但幸好我比大家想像的都還要幼稚。

我找了一群很好的製作夥伴,熱力十足的年輕演員,浩浩蕩蕩回到故事發生的地方,我的故鄉彰化,我的母校精誠中學,我穿過的制服,重現十五年前的時代氣氛。

電影,會很好看。”

这是九把刀给各位读者的话,简单却很有吸引力。

故事大纲:

青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了,還盼望回頭再淋它一次。

柯騰的一群好友,為了共同喜歡的沈佳宜,不約而同從精誠中學國中部直升到高中部,繼續未完的戀愛戰鬥。

某天柯騰因過度惡作劇被導師處罰,坐到好學生沈佳宜前面,由她代為監視。起先兩人彼此抗拒,但柯騰漸漸喜歡上逼他用功讀書的沈佳宜,沈佳宜也受到柯騰帶來的迥異價值觀深深地衝擊,柯騰展開了追求,沈佳宜則猶豫不決。

高中畢業後,原本快要在一起的柯騰與沈佳宜,卻因為柯騰舉辦的自由格鬥賽大吵一架,遺憾未能成為戀人。

看著一起追過多年的女孩步入禮堂,成了別人的新娘子,每個男孩都得到了各自的成長,也繼續追尋各自的幸福。

座位前,座位后,让九把刀带大家一起回忆生命中那颗重要的苹果吧!!
男主角
柯藤为了佳宜受罚
赫邵文也有出演



男子汉不偷桃



这一幕超帅的


去赴女孩最后的约

心酸的画面,最爱的女孩结婚了





Tuesday, September 6, 2011

home is still the best place!

after the 9 days of raya holiday,i miss home even more~~~~
spending the 9 days with my family,buddies and my college friends seems like a dream...
that's why they said happy times are always short,why cant we extend time?haha

lotsa my buddies went back to studies,nat went back to japan~yin wei at johor,ming fen and yew ling going to kl~chuan jian went to sabah~~~~

all of us are walking at separate path already,woah~time flies...
like wad devy said,this is a stage of life,we cant avoid it

the day before i took off,i was seriously homesick,coz my lovely aunt cooked and ordered some food for me....mummy cooked my fav food and helped a lot with the packing,daddy searching everywhere to buy the herbs medicine..feel the warmth and the love~<3

somehow i wish once i open my eyes,it was only just a dream,i am still in kch,in my own bed~~~
mummy and daddy,i love u=)
3 months time to meet them up,definitely be missing them!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

my first experience using ktm and attending bon odori

it was a cloudy saturday,my senior,ee meng who's not willing to admit that she's my senior,haha dragged me to attend bon odori,which a event so much like"ghost festival" in chinese culure but it's a japanese event anyway.There's a big difference,we celebrate ghost festival like sadly but they celebrated it happily,dancing for some ritual i think...

nat told me tat her juniors are going to dance this year,i bet i saw some jpa students on the stage...

well,back to the point,my first time on ktm really scared the hell out of me,one word simply to describe ktm,crowded.....btw,anyone in the future using ktm,please be aware of the pickpocket....u might be the next victim~~~

we went there with some of the students in sunway,they showed us the direction and then we came back earlier by ourselves...

Luckily we managed to catch the last bus,orelse betul gg.com.....

there were a lot of stalls selling japanese food and kimono for rm 200 per set,actually it's kinda cheap already,but i cant afford to spend tat money in kl~~~that's two weeks pocket money for me~~~~

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

changes

study alone outside without ur parents let me realised how much i depends on my family.....now i need to be independent~~~settle my own meals,washing my own clothes,hanging my own clothes.....when u're eating every meal outside,u definitely miss home cooking,especially my favourite that mum always cook~~everytime mum called me,i can hear her sobbing although she tried to cover the sound,tears shed.....i admit that i really miss home!

days here are like months,every sen counts,i needa think and budget when spending my money,woahhhh,it's kinda tough for a big spender~~~

kinda get used to the lifestyle here,and the haze.....i read the newspaper,the authority person said that the situation is moderate,feel like laughing,staying at 26th floor,and yet i need to sweep my floor everyday ~~~~~


Wednesday, July 6, 2011

day 7 in kl

it's been a week i'm staying in kl,starting a new life here....
well,everything doesnt turn out to be like wad i expected,kl is a hell of money sucking city,everything is about $$$$$$$
the drivers are like mean and fierce,traffic jams nearly all the time,taxi fees are awfully expensive,
the food.....gosh,terrible.....miss kolo mee laksa definitely mummy and aunt's cooking!!!!!!!
as a conclusion,kl is a city to travel but not a city to live in....
although kuching is small but at least i'm feel comfortable living there,gosh,i'm homesick
luckily i was thinking to finish off my fundamental here and go back to kuching working and study part-time there......

i couldnt holding back my tears when i'm talking on the phone with my mum........
really miss her,my family and my friends in kuching!!!!

no roommate in the moment,i heard from other housemates that she's having her holiday might be returning on the 25th of july,god!!!

oh well,my class finally started,gets to know two new friends which is jasmine and sui mei!!jasmine's from kl,she came to uni by bus,i was shocked when she told me the bus fees is rm100 per month,i was like wad the fuck!!!

sui mei is from miri,finally i met someone from sarawak,she came here last semester!glad to meet her!!!haha

Ee meng and i were hanging out sunway pyramid for the past few days....we went for movies,lunch and got some grocery from there,plus,we saw bears while walking the canopy to sunway pyramid!!!!!

homesick,i wished raya holiday can come sooner!!!

Sunday, June 19, 2011

my relationship with anime




I'm the type of person who cant live without animation....
I almost forgot when did i first watching anime....
my childhood memories were never cartoons like doraemon,sailormoon,barbies....

when other girls are role-playing,i was addicted with backstreet boys,animation such as digimon,rave,ayashinoceres,fushigi yuugi,and many more...

however my first anime is 'ayashinoceres',梦幻天女
if u are a manga lover like me especially shoujo manga,then you should know this comic writers, Yuu Watase 渡濑悠宇
Her comics are awesome!!!Some were further produced as anime and also great dramas like zettai kareshi!<3

The storyline for ayashinoceres are as below,which i google from wikipedia~haha
Aya Mikage and her twin brother Aki go to their grandfather's home for their sixteenth birthday unaware that it's actually a test to see if they have enough angel or celestial maiden blood in them. Aya is the reincarnation of a powerful celestial maiden called Ceres. When she transforms into Ceres, Aya obtains supernatural powers and abilities such as flight, teleportation, telepathy, incredibly strong and powerful telekinesis, premonition, projecting highly strong, powerful and destructive deep pink glowing energy blasts from her hands, creating incredibly strong and powerful impenetrable shields and barriers of pure deep pink glowing energy, and superhuman speed. According to the legend, Ceres will kill the Mikage family for revenge upon stealing her celestial robe, thus preventing her returning home to Heaven, so Aya's family attempts to kill her. However, she is saved by Suzumi Aogiri, another angel descendant with supernatural powers, (since not all Mikages have angel blood) and Suzumi's brother-in-law, Yūhi. Aya tries to control Ceres's power over her and Aki is taken over by the vengeful hateful spirit and soul of "Mikagi", the ancestor of the Mikage family who first stole Ceres' celestial robe, forcing her to stay on Earth. Aya also wrestles with her growing love for Toya, a servant of the Mikage who is trying to kill her, but lost his memory of his past. He also starts to love Aya in return. Aya promises Ceres to help her find her celestial robe in exchange for not killing her family (especially Aki) who hunts her down, since Aya still loves them. Toya tries to regain his memory. He learns that he was the organism that Ceres's celestial robe (otherwise known as "the mana") created to help it reunite with Ceres.

although she is 40 years old plus,she keeps updating her comics,which i think she is really a very great comic writer!!






Tuesday, June 14, 2011

finally it's over!!!!

oh my,f7 is tough,not something that we are expecting......
i told my parents,be prepare for failure....i dont want it also.....did it badly....this is the first time i had this sort of feelings....no confidence whether i can even pass this round,luck doesnt stick to me in this exam...i wanna redo the paper again....=(

oh well,the exams are over......shouldnt think much on that
all i can do is just wait,awww.....dooms day

btw,i realise there's only 2 weeks left to kl~~~~~~
but i'm not as excited as before,i start to miss home,family,friends....
a new fresh start,new environment,new friends and roomies.....hope i can get along with my roomies,haha

a lot of plans,to do list before the i leave kuching to kl
1.going to koreana with ming fen
2.book tickets
3.buy facial products
4.sing k with my college friends and my old buddies
5.maybe a day trip with my gila gila gang
6.......haven think about that yet.....hrmmmmm.....

gonna create the besto memories before i leave=)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

nonsense

We never know what will happen next minute,or even next second......
so why are we keep worrying this instant??
and not live your life to the fullest,enjoy every moment in life=)

I care about criticism well who don't bloody cares???
My principle is to be myself,no matter how people look at me,how people think of me,i'm me.....if u cant accept the real me then dont come and bother me!!
Before you criticise someone, walk a mile in their shoes.Then you will found out that you are just the same like them.Who are you to judge other people?
That's why i hate girls being bitchy....sometimes i really cant get them,if u're not happy just say it out loud.....there's no need to act like you are victimised with the puppy looking eyes........had enough with the backstabbing,fuck being girls......

I say what when i think it's appropriate to say and plus i really hate perasan girls.......they are really hard to deal with......who can give them a bucket of cold water and pour directly from their head to toes.......let them be rational to think that,not every guys are obsesses with you.........urghhhh,why am i typing this anyway

Don't mind criticism. If it is untrue, disregard it; if unfair, keep from irritation; if it is ignorant, smile; if it is justified it is not criticism, learn from it.





Saturday, May 14, 2011

things arent the same like before

things changes....family,friends,life.....

Uni life kept me busy as usual,sometimes i'm free ,two classes per week but once the lecturer flies in to kuching,my whole weekend says sayonara to me....especially when there's progress tests and mocks at the following week,no time to rest at all,not to mention hanging out with friends during the weekends....worst of all,i couldnt cope with my studies....my results are borderline......felt even more disappointed when i receive my results ......

failing to plan is planning to fail
i'm not a good planner,or i could say i hate planning.....
i'm the type when it comes to the very moment,then i'll strive myself to study hard
guess that it's time for me to pull my socks....and get my head into studies

something keeps bothering me recently...
my friend said i've changed or maybe she've changed......we used to be very closed in secondary school and we were not as close as last time......i admit i've put her cold recently....it's my own issues.....felt so sorry for her when i know that she was upset and down....especially i'm not there for her when she needed me most........

after listening to her,i examine myself....i'm really not a good friend......promised her our friendship bond wont change even if everything has changed......so she could just call me and cried thru the phone saying 'susu,i'm not happy,sad......"

and that's wad a friend is for.......=)
friend,cant do much for u,but the least that i can do is to hear u out when u need me






Thursday, April 28, 2011

fucking perfect



this song inspires me a lot....especially the music video.....
when u were being neglected or mistreated,
the sorrow and the pain fill up every corner of ur heart,
change the voices in your head,
do you ever feel like u are nothing?
do you ever feel like u are less than perfect?
remind yourself nobody's perfect.....

Sunday, April 24, 2011

不能遗忘。。。。就用心去记下。。。。

既然不能忘记。。。不能释怀。。。。。就用心去回忆。。。。

我的表弟拿了我的电话,就问 “姐,你wallpaper的男孩子是谁来的哦?”
我只能勉强笑一笑,却没能回答他。。。。怕说出来。。。。我会克制不住想哭。。。
小孩子嘛。。。。不回答他。。。他还是缠着你。。。。但是他却不问了。。。。可能他也察觉到我跟平常不一样。。。。

朋友对我说。。。。。干嘛你还放你跟他的照片,这样不会更难忘记。。。。这张照片很有渊源。。。。这是我们考spm最后一天,你硬拉着我拍的。。。说什么我们认识那么久却一张合照都没有。。。。当时我还记得,我不是很愿意。。。。拜托,头发夹着那么丑的鲨鱼夹,加上那可以跟熊猫媲美的黑眼圈。。。。有哪个女人想拍照。。。。但是我却很庆幸。。。你的坚持。。。让我们有了第一却是最后的合照。。。。我们两个竟然没有留起来。。到最后却是在福华的电话里。。。。好在那天我联络了福华。。。。才找到这张照片。。。。看到这张照片,感到很安心。。。。。

在人生的道路上难免会遇到挫折。。。。我不擅长面对生离死别。。。。需要比平常人多点时间去适应。。。。所以朋友们原谅我,我还走不出阴霾。。。。

那天你的离开。。。。我很震惊。。。却哭不出来。。。在医院门口不停骂你没义气。。。。扔下我们就那么离开。。。。。始终没有勇气去看你最后一面。。。。我怕我会失控。。。。你在病床至今还一幕幕在脑海里上演。。。。那是你为生命在奋斗的痕迹。。。。

想念你那句,“最近过得好吗?”
那么温暖又诚恳。。。。。只是现在听不到了。。。。


study study no play play liao

class class class and lots of long hours classes.........

arghhhh.........i think i should pull up my socks now as the my final exams are just around the corner.......hectic hectic busy busy........woooo,dark circles getting darker and darker,pimples evolution.....oh my god,how i wish i can get rid of exams......

I'm always an average kid so whether able to get high marks really doesnt bugs me......getting my tax paper back,i were so disappointed.......simon is a really good lecturer,enjoy listening to his class,but i just couldnt achieve my target marks....depressing......this incident strives me to study my tax paper......maybe i were having this sort of thinking . F6 and T9 is almost the same so why bother to put more effort in this paper...end up getting this lousy marks....this is wad we so called "karma"......akhirnya terima balasan.....dun act wise next time Zzzzz....gonna prove it to myself for the mock exam,i can do it!!!!!!!!!!

我能体谅

我終於明白 美好的往往留不下
卻能給人最深最遠的影響
你笑容裡的暖陽 你說過的每句話
總是陪著我出門 又陪著我回家

很感謝你
給了我 好長的依靠
那種甜蜜 不是想要就能得到
我會微笑著退讓 全歸你的功勞
儘管眼淚不知不覺的流下

我能體諒你離開我的身旁
超越我的感傷
我能體諒你要的那個遠方
讓我追不上
都那麼的愛過 有什麼不能為
不能為對方著想

我能體諒你肩膀
除了自由 都不願意扛
我能體諒你的心 多麼害怕
被綑綁
就讓愛的人也能愛他所愛
也算是 幸福啊

因為愛你 我上了 最好的一課
原來成長 不只是一味的快樂
你忠於你的選擇
要更好的人生
我不能陪你 至少能幫你完成



Wednesday, April 20, 2011

secrets...

Cannot deny the fact that everyone has his or her own secrets locked up in their hearts......

A past or something they couldnt tell coz they always think that nobody gets wad they are thinking,how they feel......nobody understands..............

and wad if they know,Could they accept this flaw???Can u guarantee they could still treat u like before.......

so we choose........rather to let the truth unrevealed.......burried deep down underground.....

maybe my heart is waiting for that special person who really understands.........who really cares........

guess that i'm waiting for salvation..........




Tuesday, April 19, 2011

i miss nat a lot!!!!!!!!

Natasha finally went to Japan liao~~~~~feel so empty la~~~~since the day she came back from kl,we kinda hang out almost everyday,every week full of activities.......now that she's gone to Japan,seems like no late night activities.......y she owes needa leave so suddenly~~~~~~like last time,she got her jpa notice last minute til she needa postpone her driving test.........this time......after all the tsunami thingy,she said she might be leaving end of April........mana tahu........
she was informed few days before the flight......wth.......leaving in the beginning of the april.....

miss the days i owes drive her home........singing in the car,chit-chatting,sharing secrets........all these fully packed schedules makes me think of cherishing and treasuring all the memories and time together with the gang......as it's gonna be very tough for us to meet each other after this year.....

To me,she's the only friend who really knows wad i needed,wad am i thinking,how i feel.......that's why we owes stick together since form 1 til now.....

first time walk to Kenyalang just to read comics haha, get to know Novels becoz of her,overnight in sch and camping with her.........we've been through a lot of tough and weirdest experience, fighting with a beggar becoz he snatched my drink........haha...

she's the kind of friend who cries and laughes with you....


To be honest,i never felt regret of meeting her....she's a friend to be treasured.......

However,when the time comes,we are forced to grow up........althought we might not be walking at the same path now...........might feel lonely sometimes.......i believe distance never kills true friendship....hahas........nat,i'm waiting for ya to come back!!!!!hang out like last time......




Monday, April 18, 2011

saya sudah naik pangkat lur!

my brother giving her milk not breastfeeding,haha
just wake up o.0
like this pic the most..........she stares at ppl,waiseh
sleep all day long

oh my,i'm a 姑姑!!!!baby wanna be mysterious,we only know her gender when she was borned.......i bet she's going to be very active and naughty.....coz she likes to move around in her mummy's stomach......haha

my sister in law gave birth to a pretty baby girl on 13th of April,naughty baby did not want to celebrate her birthday with her grandma which is on 12th of April....=)

Before her "arrival",my sister in law and i google a lot of name.....both male and female.......well..after all those discussion,we decided to name her "Cherlin".....which means CHERYL (beloved) and LINDA (pretty)






Tuesday, April 5, 2011

after 3 years.we finally met

wuuuu..............kintio kintio,keep telling myself boh su

but when i met him,my heart pounded so loud that i wished he didnt hear that........everything turns out......dunno how to express myself already....useless of me.........

luckily he approached to me first.......barely c his face expression coz i'm looking at the floor........

didnt hate him after all these years.......i realised i'm the one who should be blamed ....

no time for him......no time for love............aiks........that's why he falls for another gal.......

dramatic breakup isnt my style........i forgive him,forgive her.......

i'm glad to see him doing quiet well in college....at least he still remember wad i told him........dun give up on education..............

at least we're still friends right now..............=D

one month...

jie.....u left us one month already.......time flies.......how ya doing there fellow???how's life?do take k of urself...

yesterday i saw three little kids playing around,made me think of us....u,tak and i used to play together during primary sch time....hehe........Felt so sorry when i recalled some incident........do ya remember????i threatened u becoz u broke my pencil case last time????So childish of me.....aduh,miss those time we hang out together neh~~~

when are u going to meet me up in my dreams?????schedule too packed isit???haha,boh su boh su,i can wait=)

arrrgh,yesterday rain quiet heavily.....nearly hit by a bus......omg,thanks for blessing me...i know i should be more careful next time......

miss ya my dear angel