my relationship with anime

I'm the type of person who cant live without animation....

I almost forgot when did i first watching anime....

my childhood memories were never cartoons like doraemon,sailormoon,barbies....

when other girls are role-playing,i was addicted with backstreet boys,animation such as digimon,rave,ayashinoceres,fushigi yuugi,and many more...

however my first anime is 'ayashinoceres',梦幻天女

if u are a manga lover like me especially shoujo manga,then you should know this comic writers, Yuu Watase 渡濑悠宇

Her comics are awesome!!!Some were further produced as anime and also great dramas like zettai kareshi!<3

The storyline for ayashinoceres are as below,which i google from wikipedia~haha

Aya Mikage and her twin brother Aki go to their grandfather's home for their sixteenth birthday unaware that it's actually a test to see if they have enough angel or celestial maiden blood in them. Aya is the reincarnation of a powerful celestial maiden called Ceres. When she transforms into Ceres, Aya obtains supernatural powers and abilities such as flight, teleportation, telepathy, incredibly strong and powerful telekinesis, premonition, projecting highly strong, powerful and destructive deep pink glowing energy blasts from her hands, creating incredibly strong and powerful impenetrable shields and barriers of pure deep pink glowing energy, and superhuman speed. According to the legend, Ceres will kill the Mikage family for revenge upon stealing her celestial robe, thus preventing her returning home to Heaven, so Aya's family attempts to kill her. However, she is saved by Suzumi Aogiri, another angel descendant with supernatural powers, (since not all Mikages have angel blood) and Suzumi's brother-in-law, Yūhi. Aya tries to control Ceres's power over her and Aki is taken over by the vengeful hateful spirit and soul of "Mikagi", the ancestor of the Mikage family who first stole Ceres' celestial robe, forcing her to stay on Earth. Aya also wrestles with her growing love for Toya, a servant of the Mikage who is trying to kill her, but lost his memory of his past. He also starts to love Aya in return. Aya promises Ceres to help her find her celestial robe in exchange for not killing her family (especially Aki) who hunts her down, since Aya still loves them. Toya tries to regain his memory. He learns that he was the organism that Ceres's celestial robe (otherwise known as "the mana") created to help it reunite with Ceres.

although she is 40 years old plus,she keeps updating her comics,which i think she is really a very great comic writer!!

finally it's over!!!!

oh my,f7 is tough,not something that we are expecting......

i told my parents,be prepare for failure....i dont want it also.....did it badly....this is the first time i had this sort of feelings....no confidence whether i can even pass this round,luck doesnt stick to me in this exam...i wanna redo the paper again....=(

oh well,the exams are over......shouldnt think much on that

all i can do is just wait,awww.....dooms day

btw,i realise there's only 2 weeks left to kl~~~~~~

but i'm not as excited as before,i start to miss home,family,friends....

a new fresh start,new environment,new friends and roomies.....hope i can get along with my roomies,haha

a lot of plans,to do list before the i leave kuching to kl

1.going to koreana with ming fen

2.book tickets

3.buy facial products

4.sing k with my college friends and my old buddies

5.maybe a day trip with my gila gila gang

6.......haven think about that yet.....hrmmmmm.....

gonna create the besto memories before i leave=)

nonsense

We never know what will happen next minute,or even next second......

so why are we keep worrying this instant??

and not live your life to the fullest,enjoy every moment in life=)

I care about criticism well who don't bloody cares???

My principle is to be myself,no matter how people look at me,how people think of me,i'm me.....if u cant accept the real me then dont come and bother me!!

Before you criticise someone, walk a mile in their shoes.Then you will found out that you are just the same like them.Who are you to judge other people?

That's why i hate girls being bitchy....sometimes i really cant get them,if u're not happy just say it out loud.....there's no need to act like you are victimised with the puppy looking eyes........had enough with the backstabbing,fuck being girls......

I say what when i think it's appropriate to say and plus i really hate perasan girls.......they are really hard to deal with......who can give them a bucket of cold water and pour directly from their head to toes.......let them be rational to think that,not every guys are obsesses with you.........urghhhh,why am i typing this anyway

Don't mind criticism. If it is untrue, disregard it; if unfair, keep from irritation; if it is ignorant, smile; if it is justified it is not criticism, learn from it.

things arent the same like before

things changes....family,friends,life.....

Uni life kept me busy as usual,sometimes i'm free ，two classes per week but once the lecturer flies in to kuching,my whole weekend says sayonara to me....especially when there's progress tests and mocks at the following week,no time to rest at all,not to mention hanging out with friends during the weekends....worst of all,i couldnt cope with my studies....my results are borderline......felt even more disappointed when i receive my results ......

failing to plan is planning to fail

i'm not a good planner,or i could say i hate planning.....

i'm the type when it comes to the very moment,then i'll strive myself to study hard

guess that it's time for me to pull my socks....and get my head into studies

something keeps bothering me recently...

my friend said i've changed or maybe she've changed......we used to be very closed in secondary school and we were not as close as last time......i admit i've put her cold recently....it's my own issues.....felt so sorry for her when i know that she was upset and down....especially i'm not there for her when she needed me most........

after listening to her,i examine myself....i'm really not a good friend......promised her our friendship bond wont change even if everything has changed......so she could just call me and cried thru the phone saying 'susu,i'm not happy,sad......"

and that's wad a friend is for.......=)

friend,cant do much for u,but the least that i can do is to hear u out when u need me

fucking perfect

this song inspires me a lot....especially the music video.....
when u were being neglected or mistreated,
the sorrow and the pain fill up every corner of ur heart,
change the voices in your head,
do you ever feel like u are nothing?
do you ever feel like u are less than perfect?
remind yourself nobody's perfect.....

不能遗忘。。。。就用心去记下。。。。

既然不能忘记。。。不能释怀。。。。。就用心去回忆。。。。

我的表弟拿了我的电话，就问 “姐，你wallpaper的男孩子是谁来的哦？”

我只能勉强笑一笑，却没能回答他。。。。怕说出来。。。。我会克制不住想哭。。。

小孩子嘛。。。。不回答他。。。他还是缠着你。。。。但是他却不问了。。。。可能他也察觉到我跟平常不一样。。。。

朋友对我说。。。。。干嘛你还放你跟他的照片，这样不会更难忘记。。。。这张照片很有渊源。。。。这是我们考spm最后一天，你硬拉着我拍的。。。说什么我们认识那么久却一张合照都没有。。。。当时我还记得，我不是很愿意。。。。拜托，头发夹着那么丑的鲨鱼夹，加上那可以跟熊猫媲美的黑眼圈。。。。有哪个女人想拍照。。。。但是我却很庆幸。。。你的坚持。。。让我们有了第一却是最后的合照。。。。我们两个竟然没有留起来。。到最后却是在福华的电话里。。。。好在那天我联络了福华。。。。才找到这张照片。。。。看到这张照片，感到很安心。。。。。

在人生的道路上难免会遇到挫折。。。。我不擅长面对生离死别。。。。需要比平常人多点时间去适应。。。。所以朋友们原谅我，我还走不出阴霾。。。。

那天你的离开。。。。我很震惊。。。却哭不出来。。。在医院门口不停骂你没义气。。。。扔下我们就那么离开。。。。。始终没有勇气去看你最后一面。。。。我怕我会失控。。。。你在病床至今还一幕幕在脑海里上演。。。。那是你为生命在奋斗的痕迹。。。。

想念你那句，“最近过得好吗？”

那么温暖又诚恳。。。。。只是现在听不到了。。。。