I felt so useless.........fuck the pantangs!!!!!!!i couldnt go to hospital tat often..........i only get to know kiat's news from jackson,ment,yew ling,natasha and devy.........this is the fourth day tat kiat has been unconscious,devy,nat,yin wei and i plan to fold 1000 paper cranes for him as we heard there's a legend that 1000 paper cranes means longevity........i really hope he can go thru this......
my heart could not stop worrying for him.....devy and i felt uncomfortable since this afternoon,then during the evening i received a message from ment said kiat's blood pressure went down to 20 like the day i saw his heart stopped beating.....my heart suddenly aches......pounding so hard that i barely could breathe.......then i messaged gene whether she's in church......asking for her help from the church members to pray for kiat.........
i called yew ling.........yew ling told me kiat's blood pressure rise back to normal...........THANKS LORD!!!!keep updating with him about kiat's news.....
nat,devy and yin wei all were sick........i asked them to take k,and get some rest......i cant see another friend get sick again........it really worries me.........
while folding all those paper cranes.....flashbacks of the memories from primary school to secondary school.....all connected with kiat.........i sobbed.......wiped away all those tears....i know kiat would not want to see me cry like tat,i dreamt of him........once.....he just standing there smiling at me.......and i'm pointing and scolding him non-stop..........
So regret that i didnt cherish him while he's healthy and by my side.....
i just could not accept the truth,i just talk thru the phone with him a week ago.....and he's now unable to talk to me.........
when i called him in the male wad.......i saw tears from his eyes........he can hear me....i know he's suffering......a lot more than wad we can imagine........so i will cry no more........
kiat,we haven finsih the competition o,so dun give up so easily!!!!
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